Hello World! Im back! After months of being an outcast of my own thoughts, and the black sheep of my dreams, I have figured out reality isnt half bad. I am still not the most wonderful person to be around, by any means, but I am trying a new way of dealing with things.
You wouldnt believe the hell I have been through, but I really dont want to get into that right now. I just want to think happy thoughts, if there is such a thing.
I am back at the O'C! Wonderful tra-la-la days there, I tell you. People thinking of you as there slave instead of your server.... constant running, being burned by the bread oven, arguing with the cooks, and ONE dumb employee who will remain nameless at this time. AHHH wonderful.
I FINALLY got my car cleaned out today though. Its truley unreal, considering I had been trying to get it done since Monday... and it HAD to rain today. But, its done, none the less.
I have also come to the conclusion that the people Im living with are Angels. No.... I dont think you understand. Like... GODS ANGELS. They have taken me and my son in with no complaint and no question. They genuinly care about our well being, and want the best for us. I didnt know people like that still existed. I was SURE they were extinct. Dustin is in love with them too. He gets up every morning and says "Moornin" to MaMaw, waits till Renee gets home and hits her.... in a loving way mind you.... and sits with Phil everynight and watches T.V. with him. Its so adorable.
I finally got a camcorder. Its not the best, but it will do for now. I have already made a video, but I dont have a DVD R so I cant record it right now. Im in the process though.
So anyways. This was just a check up.. I still have a lot on my mind. But thats for another day. When the words will easily flow through me and onto the keyboard. Gnight for now my dears.